i'm not at all pleased by the happenings in camp.

firstly i fell ill in camp
then i have to tolerate the pile of nonsense that some people are coming out with
that, i'm not gonna elaborate.

and we have our main equipment not being very co-operative
(by breaking down)

finally i have to tell myself that i'm not good enough
to take part in the badminton tournament
when the fact staring right at my face says otherwise.

i missed it because i'm the duty commander for the week
and no one is willing to sub me
so that i can participate.
so much for training assiduously.


what can be worse?
i was meticulously chosen to go for a noble task
a mission that has never been so meaningful before.

whats the consolation?
i wont have to step into camp for more than a month
and face a façade of friendly faces.



i feel like a naggy housewife right now,
complaining about the amount of household to complete
and the endless childcare work to be done.
kill me

p.s for those who are genuinely concerned about my well-being,
i've recovered substantially. thank you
for those who are dying to see me go down,
sorry to disappoint you.


goodbye yesterday@230608
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i fell sick.

and falling sick in camp isn't the best time.
i cannot find time to nurse my unwholesomeness.


i was deployed for exercise for the past two days
and i was coughing, sneezing and my throat was dry and sore.
i can almost feel my inflamed tonsils.

and right now, at this very moment
i'm feeling feverish.


whatever it is,
i will and need to get well before i book out.

goodbye yesterday@1929
210608

long awaited church retreat is finally here!

i really have had enough of camp, all i want is a break that will hopefully
rejuvenate myself.

of course, during the retreat
i want to experience god's mighty power.

and who knows,
i might return home with a cheerful face (:

goodbye yesterday@1647
090608